perfectly imperfect - chapter 5 (Pt 2)

I grabbed my phone, shockingly the Dm was from Ahmad? Shaku she6ary!


I read the users name about 100 times, I took a deep breath and opened it.


@AhamdAlFlani:"3asa mashar?, laish Nitm?"


@ShougaAlflani:"laa mashar okhouy :)"


@AhmadAlFlani:"great to hear that :D"


Just when I wanted to put my phone on the table, I got another Dm.


And another...


And another...


Haha bekhte9ar solafna laain nemt.


My crush was developing, a7es ena 7abaita?


He's so sweet and kind, we have a lot of things in common.










Day after day, we got closer and closer he talks to me everyday, its been a week like this.


I was sitting alone in the house nothing to do, yes boredom kills people.  


So I tweeted "Boredom kills people."


And started whining on twitter.


A couple of moments later I got a Dm from Ahmad.


@AhmadAlFlani:"shwaiga?"


Awwh cute he calls me shwaiga:(<3


@ShougaAlflani:"hala ahmad?"


@AhmadAlflani:"I was thinking dam ena we talk every single day, can I add you on bbm?"


@ShougaAlflani:"Mmm...Ahmad I have to think about it, just give me some time."


@AhmadAlFlani:"bra7tch shoug."


We ended the convo


6ab3aan 3ala 6ool sawait, capture ou dazaita 7g Ghala.


Seconds later she called.



Me:"aloo?"


Ghala:"omg!!!, add him ya thola!"


Me:"Enas etsaleem!!!"


Ghala:"oh just add him, ya3ni thegel I'll think?" She laughed.


Me:"laa really I need sometime to think, enshalah mu 3ala 6ool bbm."


Ghala:"think it wisely."


Me:"I will."


Ghala:"I have to go, take care babe!"


Me:"bye and I will."


I paused my world for a second there, I laid down on my bed thinking deeply, what are the consequences if I got caught?, what would my parents think of me, but you know what guys?, I really didn't care, I love Ahmad, yes I do and nothing will come between us, I feel this connection between me and him, I can feel the chemistry between us, Ahamd is now part of my life and nothing is gonna change that, I made up my mind ra7 athef Ahmad.



I dm'd him my pin, and a couple of minutes later he added and I accepted.


I felt something warm in my stomach, and it pleased me some how?...wired I said to my self.



Awal ma sawait accept dash 3alay ou gal:-


Ahmad:"hala wala, taw ma nawar!"


Me:"hala feek, eb wjoudik."


Ahmad:"bagoolich shay?"


Me:"goul?"


Ahmad:"khala9 wala shay, agool shoug shbetsaween bel weekend?"


Me:"Mm okay, wala maku the usual go out with your sister and Ghala."


Ahmad:"Eee, take care."



That felt awkward.


Me:"yes I will, thankyou."











SUDDENLY!!!!!!



I heard a crash outside our house, so I took a peak out of the window, than estaw3bt ena that was Abdullah's car, he had an accident bs el7emdilah it wasn't a big one, kan 7adeth basee6 el7emdilah and the as for the car it wasn't damaged a lot.


At Lulu and Ahmad's house.



Ahmad:"lulu?"



Lulu:"hala?"



Ahmad:"lulu tara ana..."



Lulu:"shfek ahmad goul?"



Ahmad:"lulu a7eb Shoug..."


Lulu couldn't help it but laugh, and she said to Ahmad "kent adrry." As she continued laughing.


Ahmad:"bs maby agool laha she'll 7all?"


Lulu:"no you should tell her that you love her. You've got nothing to lose, and you'll always regret it if you don't."


Ahmad:"7ather."


Back to shoug's place.




I wasn't paying attention at all, kan baly kela weya my brother, I felt my phone vibrate but I couldn't care to check.





Hours have passed, I spent my day with Abdullah, I finally got the chance to check my phone and just relax in my bed room.


I saw that Ahmad has pinged me!


Ahmad:"PING!!!
             PING!!!"


Me:"hala?"


Ahmad:"bagolch shay, and I think its the right time now."


Me:"sure anything?"


Ahmad:"SHOUG, a7ebich!"


Me:"what?"


Tanaa7t omg :)


Ahmad:"I realized that I love you, I really do ya shouga !!, I'm telling you this cause, when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible, I love you without knowing how, why, or even from where."



Me:"wanna know a secret?"


Ahmad:"anything!"


Me:"If I tell you I love you too, can I keep you forever?<3"





To be continued<3...

perfectly imperfect - chapter 5 (Pt.1)

Shit what did I do?


I stared at the wall for an hour, I think?


Ena what just happened?


Did I ?


My feelings were all mixed together, I didn't want to talk or do anything, 7asaait rou7y thay3a!


I'm getting those What if? Moments.


I took my phone and set the alarm to 6:00 am, for school.


Suddenly I fell asleep.








The next morning I woke up before the alarm, it was exactly 5:45 Am, so I thought I should do something new to my hair, 6ala3t mal el takser ou bedait asawy sha3ry 9ar shakla 3ajjeb.


I looked at the clock wela tawha 6:00.


wai3 shasawy now malaait!, I grabbed my phone and entered bbm sheft ena el kill ga3d so I updated my personal message and wrote "its a beautiful morning<3"


Dashat 3alay Ghala:-


Ghala:"PING!!!
           PING!!!
           PING!!!"


Me:"atwaqa3 ena el nas egoulun 9aba7 el khair ?"


Ghala:"Ee adry bs ma7b a9er tharba weyach:D"


Me:"chub, khal9ay shtabben?"


Ghala:"Mac for breakfast emshy now?"


Me:"okay."


I grabbed my school bag and headed outside to the car.


Me:"rajo go to macdonald's."


Rajo:"okay madame."


I arrived at macdonald's and I saw Ghala sitting alone.


I headed to her and told her let's go order.


We headed to the counter and we order before I could say Ghala spoke to the lady.


Ghala:"Three mac muffins and a large orange juice with hush browns make that 2 and two more mac muffin with sausage and egg, and yeah don't forget the pancake."


Me:"haday a39abich om ba6nain." I laughed.


Ghala:"chab yala order."


I looked shocked and said :"Ghala hatha 7agich bru7ich enshalah?"


Ghala:"Ee."


Me:"wai3a rou7y ge3dy ana ba6leb."


So I ordered and sat down next to Ghala.


And suddenly I saw Lulu's car approaching I was shocked.


It wasn't lulu alone it was lulu and ahmad.


Ghala:"Shoug is that Ahmad with Lulu?"


Me:"Don't speak shocked more than you are."


Lulu came to me and Ghala salemat ou she said:-


Lulu:"7ayakum laish ga3den brou7kum."


Me and Ghala looked at each having nothing to say.


Ou 6ab3an Ghala el7ilwa gamat ou galat Lulu "Sure el7een enyey." When heard those words come out of Ghala's mouth I was about to murder her!


I froze in my place so Lulu dragged me to her table, and likely she wasn't sitting alone she had Ahmad with her, this is getting better and better.


So everybody seated them self's ou kan el wath3 7ail awkward:)


Lulu eg3dat yam Ahmad ou Ghala faced Lulu fa ana wain r7 ag3ad? Jedam Ahmad jad I will kill Ghala the sooner the better.



I felt a stare on my skin, so 7awalt arag3 wadish twitter I saw on Ahmad's tweets so I read it.


"Her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like there not shining."


My face turned into a "O" shape.


And butterflies were in my stomach.


Moments passed quickly so Ghala excused us and I followed we thanked Lulu and Ahmad wana kent gam amshy mawa3ait ela ana da3ma el glass door ou 6a7 el drink 3al arth F**** I said to myself enshalah mu jedama lafait wayhi wela kelman gam yeth7ak 7ata el staff :)


Ashwa ena makan fe a7d ghairna, 6ela3t baara mac ou re7t el sayra waiting ghalu I pissed off.


Ghala akheran sharefat, ou re7na el school 3ala 6oul.


Ma9ar shay bel school it was, the same usual boring pathetic day.


I arrived home.


And I saw my cousins : Jawa, Sarrah, Asmaa, and haya.

They were playing our traditional family game, so let me tell you what's the game about.


Any word or action comes into your mind, you have to say or do it and we have to figure it out.


Typically what's on my mind is goofing around and teasing people.


We played the game for hours and as usual I won.


Moments later the girls told me to change 3ashan ne6la3!...I went upstairs to change then went down to catch up with them wela 6la3aw ou hadony:), zaain:)


I tweeted "Not in the mood at all:D"


Then moments later I received a dm.....


To be continued...

perfectly imperfect - chapter four

I read Ahmad's tweets till I fell asleep.

I heard my alarm ring I closed it.

I did the usual then went downstairs.

Sheft Abdullah ga3d t7t.

Abdullah:"9aba7 elkhair."

Me:"9ba7 elnour, shemga3dik hal 7azza?"

Abdullah:"wallah gilt awadech el madressa."

Me:"allah wannsa, khanrou7 star bucks now please."

Abdullah:"yalah get your stuff and we'll leave."

I went grabbed my school bag and entered the car.

 Ga3dna insolif the hole way.

Finally we9alna star bucks.

I went to the counter and ordered a double shot iced white mocha no cream no caramel, and Abdullah ordered double shot espresso.

Estaghfirallah how do people even drink espresso ou double shot ba3d? 6a3ma 7ail mur!

Me:"how do you drink that stuff?"

Abdullah:"nafs ma enty teshrbeen white mocha."

Me:"fair enough."

Its time to leave star bucks and go to my school, NO! Maby wai3:(

We arrived at my school.

Ghala came to me and I hugged her.

Ghala:"tara ehya eb 9afna."

Me:"chathhaba!!!"

Ghala:"walaah she came to me gabel shway ou galat ena enqluha."

Me:"....okay I'm gonna keep calm."

Ghala:"and love me." She winked 

Me:"eklay khara." She laughed 

Ghala:"were late emshy."

Me:"okay."

As I was walking with Ghala to class lulu came to us.

Lulu:"grab your books and let's head to the lab."

Ghala:"lulu cut to the chaise what do you want."

I pinched Ghala ena stop.

Lulu:"t9adgoon I really tried to make thing right between us lana 3erft ghal6ty wentaw bel akher et3amluny chthy?"

Ghala:"sorry Lulu I didn't..."

Lulu cut Ghala off and said:"I don't wanna hear it." She left 

Me:"abbaih 7aram."

Ghala:"I know."

Me:"emshy khanru7 laha."

We went to Lulu

Me:"Lulu walah were sorry we didn't mean that."

Lulu hugged both of us 7ail !!  

We started talking laughing ou nesaina 3an our class

We got called up to the principals office, waq3na ta3ahud ou re7na.

The day passed fast, it was perfect the three of us are back just like old days<3 

I entered twitter I tweeted "Best day<3."

Both Ghala and Lulu retweeted.

At Lulu and Ahamd's house.

Ahmad:"shlun refejtch Shoug?"

Lulu:"wallah zainna el7emdilah."

Ahmad:"3asa."

Lulu:"enta laish wayyed tes2l 3anha?."

Ahmad:"laa walla shhay."

Lulu:"ashek."

At my house.

Me:"alo Ghala?"

Ghala:"haa ?"

Me:"wai3a, emshy pink berry al jabreya."

Ghala:"3ad tawny omw to it."

Me:"mreeny."

Ghala:"yalah change."

I yelled Mama ba6la3 weya Ghala pinkberry.

She yelled back "take care ou fe flos eb dary." Then she went out.

I went and curled my hair, applied some make up, wore my flower printed pants with a white blouse.

I said to myself perfect

So Ghalu picked me up and we went there.

We ordered ou ga3dna wella faja2a 

"Look menu tawa DASH!!" Ghala said.

Me:"oh my gosh."

Tanna7t 

It was Ahmad.

He looked surprised too...

"Abbaih Ghala what just happened?." I said.

Ghala:"I don't know!"

Me:"please khane6la3."

Ghala:"okay."

He's eyes were following me everywhere.

We arrived at my house I hugged Ghala and thanked her.

When I arrived home I checked twitter wela he followed me then I followed back...

Shit what did I do? 

To be continued...

Perfectly Imperfect - Chapter Three

that said:"Ahlan Shoug i know that we had our up's and down's, but i think we should start a new page dam its our last year in high school, and if you want to start a new page add me pin:22********"


wtf?


ashkara taby shay kel ma et7awel et9er zaina weyana, etkun taby shay mena she's such a bitch, im gonna add her ou basafel feha en sheft el zala menha :D


i added her.


then dashait 3ala Ghala ou gilt laha el salfa.


Ghala:"Na3am khair? shtaby hathy!"


Me:"Madry bs ma wra hal n7arakat ela shar."


Ghala:"enty namay now ou malich sheghel."


Me:"sure, good night <3"


Ghala:"Good night :*"


Before i slep i thank? what would she possibely want, stop thinkinh Shoug just sleep warach madresa!














I woke up to the beautiful sound of the alarm bs 7ady meshta6a akheran IM A SENIOR, i've been waiting for this since the first day of the tenth grade.


I got up, and headed to the bathroom i did the usual, then i wore my school uniforme and curled my hair then sawaita poney tale.


nezalt ta7at sheft omy ou obouy:-



Both my parents:"9baa7 el khair ya senior." they laughed.


Me:"9aba7 elnour, eh finally after all those years!"


Mama:"Enjoy your day sweet heart."


Me:"i will mama." as i hugged her.


i went to see whats breakfast YUM, pancakes and nuettela toast's my favorite and not to mention i had a drink of orange juice too.


el7emdilah sheba3t.





rekaabt el sayara ou i headed straight to school.


at school sheft Ghala, Dana, Ghazal, Lulu and Sara.


i hugged them all including LULU!


ran jaras el 6abour so as seniors ma na7ther ya3ni kashkha 3araftaw? ;)



3goub el 6abour kel wa7da fena ra7at 9afha, ou 9edfa Ghalo eb 9afy a7la shay.


dashaina our class me and Ghala, we set our desks next to each other.



"Banat yalah ge3daw 3endy shay agoola." Abla Fa6ma el nathra said.


Abla Fa6ma:"awalan mamnou3 telephonat, mekyaj,.............FAHMTAW?"


Me:"wai3 Ghala hathy ma tebtesem?"


Ghala:"Shdarany men awal ma 6abait eb hal madresa wehya 7amdila weshkr..."


egregat 3ala rasna el nathra chan etrou7, akheran.


Mar elyoum 7ail ebser3a it was really fun!


so el7en hada akheran.


I was with Ghala and we were talking about many things, wela faj2a yat 3ainy 3ala wa7ed 7ail 7ilo, he was tanned curly hair dimples and tall, he also has big brown eyes i paused for a second.


Ghala:"Hello?...Earth to Shoug!"


Me:"ha?, what!"


Ghala:"Someone has a crush.."


Me:"Chab chab."


Ghala:"OMG...ma9adeg are you seeing what im seeing?"


Me:"EH, abaih."


so let me tell you what me and Ghala saw, we saw Lulu ridding in the hot guys car, we never knew ena lulu 3endaha okhu.


Ghala:"Men meta hathy 3endaha okhu jameel?"


Me:"Eklay khra."


Ghala:"Egharun?"


Me:"Chab."


we all went home, as i arrived home i took a nap.


At Lulu's house.


Ahmad:"Lulu?"


Lulu:"Hla?"


Ahmad:"Fe wa7da eb madrestch sheftha bel hada, kanat raf3a sha3rha ou she's kind of tanned 3younha khether, menu hathy?"


Lulu:"Rfeejty Shoug laish?"


Ahmad:"wayeha mu ghareb 3alay."


Lulu:"Mmmm." estaghrebat men Ahmad.


Back to me.


My phone rang while i was napping.


Me:"Ghala bye."


Ghala:"Chab bagolch shay."


Me:"khair?"


Ghala:"3raft shesm okhu Lulu."


Me:"wait sh3rfch?"


Ghala:"i found him on twitter."


Me:"shesma?"


Ghala:"Ahmad."


Me:"khala9ty, tara banam?"


Ghala:"namay namat 3alaich 6oufa." she hanged up.


i continued napping till 6:30Pm


i tweeted "Just woke up."


wela ashoof bbm.


Lulu Al-Flani:"9a7 elnoum :*"

Me:"9a7 eb dainch."


Lulu:"Shoug tadren eb yanqluni 9afich?"


LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!, mabeeha eb 9afy :)


Me:"Oh 9ej?, fun."


Lulu:"Eh 7ada."


Copy chat and send to Ghala.


Ghala sent me a 100 min voice note weha tet7al6am bada3t =))


i entered twitter again and typed in the search "Ahmad Al Flani"


Bengo found him, should i follow or not?..No i shouldn't shal khefa ely feny.


so i just read he's tweet's.


Gym.


Lunch.


other tweet's malait wana agra chan a6la3...



maraw sa3at wela eyeni fthoul eny adish wagra chan ashoof ena Ahmad dazz.


"Khaleg el zain abda3ak<3"


Wow, ya7laila e7eb...




what shoug doesn't know ena the tweet was about her.


To be continued...

Perfectly Imperfect - chapter two

I saw Lulu, let me tell you guy's Lulu's story.


Lulu kanat one of my best friends and more my sister kelshy , Until one day she betrayed me and Ghala, she spilled out our darkest secrets too some people she just knew for weeks, and us that she knew for years, anyways we had a lot of fights all kinds 7ata waqa3na ta3ahud 3ashan tekafakhna bel madresa, elmohim I was shocked ena I saw her and pretty much disgusted.


She gave me a shitty stare i was pissed.


i pulled Ghala"Emshy ma atsharaf akun eb mukan ehya mawjoda fee."


Ghala:"Eh walah emshy."


As me and Ghala were walking i felt someone tapping on my shoulder it was Lulu!!


Lulu:"shlunkoum banat?"


as if nothing has happend between us, so we played along.


Me&Ghala:"zaineen el7emdilah, ou enty?"


Lulu:"el7emdilah eb khair."


Me:"Inshoofch tomorrow, bye."


Lulu:"Goodbye."she smiled.


we left Lulu and went to the cashier we paid and went back to the drivers car.


Ghala:"Shougo ashkara hal s7aila taby shay wala chan ma yat ou salemat."


Me:"aadry ,wagt el ma9ali7 tjeek leklaab meshtaga."


Ghala:"EXACTLY BABE."


Me:"khanrou7 starbucks ilnuzha aby agez shway gabel ma nen7ker bel bait."


Ghala:"Yallah fouga."


Me:"Rajo to Star Nuzha."


we arrived at star nuzha 6ab3an kal 3adda elmukan kilah GAZ!!, 6elabna two iced white mocha's and went to the car.


Ghala:"Way kela gazz shofy el seyayer ely bara.'


The cars that were parked were "G-Class, Porscha, Range Rover...And more."



We went home, i hugged Ghala and told her goodbye.


dashait el bait wela alga Chocolatness YUUM.


hadait kel ely eb edy ou seeda bala3t wela faj2a asma3 a7d egool:-


"May hemich ela ba6nich." It was my older brother Abdullah.


Me:"7ram 3laik mu makla shay men el9eb7." i laughed.


Abdullah:"etha ma dashaity men el bab ana maly sheghel..."


Me:"SMELAH 3ALAY, latgool chthy." I gassped.


Abdullah:"yalah namay esa3a 10 warach madresa."


Me:"Enshalah now ba93ad."


Abdullah:"GoodNight."


let me describe 3abood he's tall brown eyes, curly hair and he has one dimple, tanned skin, all the girls are over him, some rafjouny ma9la7a 3ashan yabuna :s


Anyways i tuked myself to bed and just slept...


moments later i got a text from Lulu that said...


to be continued...

Perfectly Imperfect - Chapter One

My name is Shoug, Im turning 17 on November 2nd, so let me describe my self, im brunnet i have long hair, green eyes and two dimples a typical teenage girl.



At 3:40Pm i reseved a phone call from my friend "Ghala", so i picked up the phone and said:-

Me:"fe a7ad edeg hal 7azza?"


Ghala:"lail7enich nayma?, oh my gosh wake up its 3Pm ma sheba3ty noum?"


Me:"laa a7eb anam shasawy?"


Ghala:"tadren bacher shenu shougo?"


Me:"Mmm LA!!"


Ghala:"Think..."


Me:"just cut to the chace please!"


Ghala:"bacher we start our first day of our senior YEAR!!"


Me:"Chathaba!!, abaih thanks god ga3adteny lazem aru7 ashtry aghrath 7g el madresa."


Ghala:"Mmm badlay im on my way."


Me:"Sure thing, bye."


Ghala"Bye."


I got out of bed, and headed straight to the bathroom i did the usual, then re7t ghurfat el tabdeel 6ala3tly blouza wardeya 3alaiha ruffels ou i wore my black leggings, i applied some make up and as for my hair a messy bun did the thing.


nezalt ta7at wela ashoof my mom i kissed her forehead.


My Mother:"wain rai7a shouga?"


Me:"barou7 el maktaba weya Ghala shwy if you dont mind 6ab3an?"


My mother:"i mind bs dont be late and take care."


Me:"lat7ateen mama i will."


as i was talking to my mother i got a phone call from Ghala saying that she is outside.


i forgot to describe Ghala for you well she's got a models height and body long brown silky hair, tanned skin and brown eyes.


mashalah jamela.


Ghala:"Ana bara ta3alay."


Me:"kany yaya bye."


Ghala:"bye."


i took some money from my mother and went outside to Ghala.


i entered the car.


Ghala:"Ahlan Ahlan."


Me:"Ahlain shlonich?"


Ghala:"zaina abaih i miss you." She pulled me into a tight hug.


Me:"Waay i miss you TOO!!" I hugged her even tighter.


we chatted along the way make up fashion...the usual girl talk.


we9alna el maktaba FINALLY.


we went down and started looking for school stuff.


"SHOUG shoug shofy who's standing their."Ghala said.


Me:"menu?"


Ghala:"shofy!"


as i turned around and i saw...



To be continued...